Today is your 39th birthday born and in heaven I miss you very much I always will I carried you for 7months felt your kicks and turning with everyday I carried you I was waiting for the day to hold you but I never got that maybe God had his plan all along < I never asked I just know until we meet again i will miss you very much you are my 1St born I love you always and Forever...
Raffaella Deuel Berman
16th August 2015
DEAR PHILIP
I NEVER HAD A CHANCE TO HOLD YOU ,
TO SEE YOU LAUGH , GIGGLE AND WIGGLE , COUNT YOUR FINGERS AND TOES
FOR ALL THESE YEARS I'VE LONGED FOR YOUR TOUCH TO HAVE YOUR BREATH ON MY FACE .
I WILL ALWAYS BE YOUR MOTHER AND YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MY SON .
YOU WERE BORN AUG 16TH 1976 5'35 AM IN BROOKLYN NEW YORK , YOU LIVED 4 1/2 HRS
YOUR GRANDMOTHER HELD YOUR HAND WHILE
SHE WAITED FOR GOD TO COME FOR YOU .
MY SWEET BABY MY FIRST BORN I NEVER HELD YOU I NEVER GOT TO SAY GOOD BYE TO YOU
I HOLD YOU IN MY HEART SINCE THERE IS NO OTHER PLACE FOR ME TO PLACE FLOWERS OR TEDDY BEARS OR CARS .
WE WILL MEET AGAIN MY SON I KNOW YOU ARE SAFE WITH OUR LORD . BUT TILL THAT DAY MY ANGEL WATCH OVER US YOUR BROTHER AND SISTER AND THERE FAMILY . THEY MAY NEVER HAVE MET YOU BUT THEY LOVE YOU JUST THE SAME .
ALL MY LOVE TO YOU PHILIP MARK FORMINSKY
LOVE YOUR MOTHER
RAFFAELLA MARIA LUCY DUCLOS FORMINSKY DEUEL BERMAN . THATS HOW YOUR GRANDMOTHER PRAYS FOR ME ..HA HA HA SO GOD KNOWS WHO I AM FUNNY YOU WOULD LOVE GRANDMA AS MUCH AS WE ALL DO
Raffaella Deuel Berman
30th September 2013
Hello my angel well your brother and sister in law are going to bring a little budle of joy into the world next may , keep an eye on her Philip let this baby come with no problems God picked the wrong person to test it is not making Ann stronger its stressing her out . anyway Daddy Bob got you a beautiful angel I love it . it stays on all the time it's my light a long a its on i know your here I love you my sweet Handsome Boy . Always Mommy
Raffaella Deuel Berman
25th September 2013