DEAR PHILIP I NEVER HAD A CHANCE TO HOLD YOU , TO SEE YOU LAUGH , GIGGLE AND WIGGLE , COUNT YOUR FINGERS AND TOES FOR ALL THESE YEARS I'VE LONGED FOR YOUR TOUCH TO HAVE YOUR BREATH ON MY FACE . I WILL ALWAYS BE YOUR MOTHER AND YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MY SON . YOU WERE BORN AUG 16TH 1976 5'35 AM IN BROOKLYN NEW YORK , YOU LIVED 4 1/2 HRS YOUR GRANDMOTHER HELD YOUR HAND WHILE SHE WAITED FOR GOD TO COME FOR YOU . MY SWEET BABY MY FIRST BORN I NEVER HELD YOU I NEVER GOT TO SAY GOOD BYE TO YOU I HOLD YOU IN MY HEART SINCE THERE IS NO OTHER PLACE FOR ME TO PLACE FLOWERS OR TEDDY BEARS OR CARS . WE WILL MEET AGAIN MY SON I KNOW YOU ARE SAFE WITH OUR LORD . BUT TILL THAT DAY MY ANGEL WATCH OVER US YOUR BROTHER AND SISTER AND THERE FAMILY . THEY MAY NEVER HAVE MET YOU BUT THEY LOVE YOU JUST THE SAME . ALL MY LOVE TO YOU PHILIP MARK FORMINSKY LOVE YOUR MOTHER RAFFAELLA MARIA LUCY DUCLOS FORMINSKY DEUEL BERMAN . THATS HOW YOUR GRANDMOTHER PRAYS FOR ME ..HA HA HA SO GOD KNOWS WHO I AM FUNNY YOU WOULD LOVE GRANDMA AS MUCH AS WE ALL DO