God put you on this earth for only 4 1/2 hrs some say it's a test of time , others say he felt he needed you more then I did at the time what ever his reason was for calling you home never stops the pain in my heart that hurts so bad . you think after 39 years I would be much better about this every year but you have no resting place . No place for Momma to come and place flowers on your birthday you were my first born . Now your my angel in Heaven . I'm at peace knowing your not alone up there your grandma's and grandpa's your daddy and some cousins, I know we will meet again my love . but until then I will miss you everyday I love you very much my Dear Philip. all My love momma